his dillemma; which he knows not how to tell

upon seeing his friend struggling the ferocious waters, he jumped in without hesitation. As the waters threatened to take her away, to swallow her whole, he panicked. He fought hard, determined to get to her, overcame the strong currents, pushed the icy pain to the back of his head and persevered. When he finally got to her, she pushed him away. Not on purpose, but only because of her conviction to gasp for whatever air she could get, of overcoming the agony these daunting waters had imposed on her. He struggled harder, intent on keeping her afloat, all this time with the unrelenting temperature of the waters biting into his skin. His hard work paid off. She began to recognise that familiar face, and started to give in. Alas, it was too late. That inexorable waters had taken its toll, and he began to sink. It was now his turn to struggle, to fight for air, to conquer the grim currents. But amidst her own struggle she failed to see his struggle, that he had to fight for his life now.

Slowly, but surely, the currents carried them to an unfamiliar place, a place which brings much fear and uncertainty. All these amongst their constant struggle. He blames himself for the circumstance they are in, but knows that he has limits, and that much as he wishes that they would both be able to support each other in this struggle, like that in the memories he holds dear in his heart, he doesnt know if it will happen. He tries to scream to tell her, but the sea is too wide, and his voice is carried away with the wind.

Green Day - Wake me up when september ends
Summer has come and past,
the innocent can never last.
Wake me up when September ends.
Like my fathers come to pass,
seven years has gone so fast.

Wake me up when September ends.

Here comes the rain again,
falling from the stars.
Drenched in my pain again,
becoming who we are.
As my memory rests,
but never forgets what I lost.

Wake me up when September ends.

Summer has come and past,
the innocent can never last.
Wake me up when September ends.
Ring out the bells again,
like we did when Spring began.

Wake me up when September ends.

Here comes the rain again,
falling from the stars.
Drenched in my pain again,
becoming who we are.
As my memory rests,
but never forgets what I lost.

Wake me up when September ends.

Summer has come and past,
the innocent can never last.
Wake me up when September ends.

Like my fathers come to pass,
twenty years has gone so fast.
Wake me up when September ends.
Wake me up when September ends.
Wake me up when september ends.